DaveTheAnalyzer

Started the semester for Final Portfolio. The writing project will involve me writing around four pages for six days a week, with one day to write fanfiction or take a break. I already took two days off because I fell behind or wanted a break and will probably use two more of those days to catch up again. I hope I can keep up to this pace. I’m at the last reread chapters stage for We Will Hold On Forever, which means I would soon get around to rewriting the next chapters to be posted but I feel the changes might be more involved, since there are scenes there that I might want to edit down in light of editing similar scenes down in the following chapters. I don’t know when the next chapters would be posted but I hope it’s not until the semester is over. And the summer break might not give me more time. I’m going to keep on writing the project during the semester. The feedback I will receive intermittently might change how I handle future material but I would hold off rewriting the existing material until over the summer. So this year in general might be a lull in fanfic writing and I hope I at least could finish We Will Hold On Forever, though some views of a certain person have made me uncomfortable to continue at times. I guess I will see how that goes.

Maybe I should be more assertive on that matter, because my birthday passed and I’m 31. You could consider 30 the beginning of my thirties but for some reason, I consider the start of any set of numbers must include a one. I surmise I should try to be more talkative and assertive online, as I like to just observe and not take chances in interacting, in case I screw up. I know I talked about this before but maybe at least beginning in February, I should interact at least with someone online once a day, maybe more. Maybe that way, I would get used to and like interacting with others. I just often get obsessed with watching and reading other things to the point that it could suck up all the socializing time. Ah well, if all things go well, maybe I can talk to a therapist about this. I had an unexpected live interview last week while in the middle of other stuff, giving honest answers about what issues I struggled with and didn’t have. It didn’t take too long and they called today for an appointment. I should have consulted to make sure it didn’t clash with any other dates in the household but it can be worked around. I look forward to what it’s going to be like.

That’s all for now. Editing this after having gone to a doctor’s appointment. Until the end of February, see you!